I don’t know…

If I’m still the same person I mean to you,you’ll probably see this and if not it proves the point..I guess. Let me just say what really is bothering me the most or this pass days. I know that day we don’t really have any intention of seeing each other. but does it really going to kill you if you can stay for couple more hours? I know your life can’t stop every time you see me but if someone really mean something to you and you really miss, does that person deserve something and a little bit of your time. I also thought you know me very well, like what “ticks” me off or what makes me happy. So..in all the guys you can call to pick you up, why him? I also know that you’re not mine but why him? the same person who basically changed everything is also taking you away from me. I also heard a “guy” comes over your house very often, something I used to do..I’m not mad. If you’re planning of replacing me I want to make sure that whoever this person is can do things better than how I did. I wanna make sure that this person can make you smile in very tough times and be with you when you need them. I wont stop you from making a decision, but before you decide, think about the things that I did for you and how I did them and the times we had. If you think someone can do better, I’ll respect your decision and will try to live my life.I’m sorry if I can’t afford a car to give you a ride when you need it or a ton of money to give you presents randomly, but all I know is that I did my best.To be honest since you love my honesty, I don’t know what to feel anymore.

P.s: If you see this post, Happy Va”Lin”tines day.